Skipped school today! >.<
It's lucky.
Or else i have to be bored out in school.
I heard that only Fam came for lesson!
Ong is not around - 4 periods no teacher.
Then the rest i dunno.
I don't have to go school waste time.
No teacher - my sleeping time!
I rather sleep in my bed isn't it?
Yahhs, woke up in the afternoon.
And started doing my chinese work.
Then, went to prepare and met him at orchard.
Tml's his brother wedding and so..
This guy last minute la. Get shirt.
Met him ard 6pm.
Den had dinner at lucky plaza mac.
Hahas. yeahh mac.. Why?
Cause i was craving for mac the night before.
And he agreed to eat mac with me, no doubt that he actually wanted to have burger king instead.
How nice isn't it?
Den we went to wisma and look around.
Don't Have!
He ah. Tml is the wedding le.
Some more hiam so much lohs!
Den we went to Tangs and look ard.
Found this shirt super nice la.
I really love guys to those shirt la.
With flower imprints and bright colours! >.<
Yeah, and this Branded 'freak' wanted CK.
And i browse through the colours.
It's like so UNCLE la! >.<
Den finally he chose the red- orange flower imprinted shirt.
Hehe. He btr wear tt the next time he is going on date with me.
I love that kinda shirt, serious.
Bringing a guy who wears that, i think it's class. =)
Yeah, Im a girl who loves class and cutie stuffs.
Hahas. okkay.
Den went his house.
His family is so busy with his bro's wedding tml!
Hahas. Can feel the ambience.
The joyous ambience.
Congrats!
Den he walked me home.
Acc. me for awhile den he went back le. =)
I really saw the effect of the book that im reading 'Heal Yourself'.
Last time, i wonder why he would just won't reply my text and i will just get mad and stuff.
He will just get it from me when his text came so slowly.
I learnt not to be alrd.
Cause these are probs to a relationship.
That is :
- Possessiveness & Jealousy
-Dependancy
- Controlling & Nagging
I have stopped having these 3 factors, hopefully i think.
Not completely, but at least a little learnt to control.
And i saw the effects.
He's treating me differently now,
which i think is sth good and keep the relationship going?
I now tends to think more,
like 'why this would happen to me'
'why is my life like this.'
When i think abt all these,
I rmb that everything happens for a reason.
Why is it that he treated me like this in the past?
Reason being : i was too jealous. i was too dependent on him. i was too possessive that he doesn't have his own space to breathe. Thus, as human nature, he would just back me off, making me feeling even more insecure.
When i change, i could see the change in him as well.
Well, that's one thing good. =)
Yeah, i don't know if i should sleep tonight or should i pack my untidy room?!
I realise that having an untidy room will cause one self to hav negative feelings.
So i decided to pack. Not all, but at least a little tonight.
Okaay. Good nights!
Tuesday, May 13
