Thinking of You.

Love is just so strange. I don't know if it's that he had changed. But, I felt so different.

Taking my kindness for granted.
I even cooked for him when he was sick.
He took hours to reply my sms.
He didn't bother to answer my call.
He treats my birthday as every other day.
He could even not give me a birthday present.
He didn't bother to take care of me when he needs.
He didn't bother about my feelings.
He only bothered about his pride.
His cousin is so much more important than me.
He treats me like a life buoy. (He asked for my company when he has no one.)

ETC.

I don't know what else could I ever say. These were disappointments. And these were stuffs that I exchanged for with my more-than-2-years- of love. I no longer stand any importance to him. His pride is more important than me. I can't stand this kind of men, which is everywhere around me. I am gonna say this the last time for HIM, you treat me like shit, don't you dare expect me to treat you like God. Treat me like how you are supposed to, or else just fuck off!

你对我的爱还有多少？

我忘不了你对我的所做所谓，
我忘不了那个女人。
别怪我，我也是个女人。

你能不能再次对我像你的女友？
你能不能多爱我一点？