Sometimes it's just the different kinds of lifestyle that we're leading,
Things are no longer the same.
Even if they don't forgive me,
It no longer matters.
At least, I've learnt from my mistake - a moment of rash that led to a couple of things to happen.
And I realised what are true friends.
I once thought that they were the best.
Again, I was wrong about it.
Perhaps it's just the different lifestyles that we're heading towards, and different goals.
I will no longer blame myself for the cause of everything.
I think I've blamed enough.
Somethings just have to come to a full-stop.
Thank God, at least I knew and I learnt.
Even if all of you thinks that I am a bad girl.
I knew my baby will walk with me through it.
I knew my bestest friend, Karyl, will walk with me through it.
The two utmost important persons besides my family.
Your life is to be determined in your own hands. To be successful, to lead a good life, it's all in your hands. I could only say : We should overcome all the impossibilities to succeed in life. Without goals and aims, you're just continuing your life aimlessly, which also means meaninglessly. Then, ask yourself what kind of life are you leading?
Learn the mistakes you made, it doesn't matter if people will forgive for your little mistakes that you have done. But, at least you know and you learn is the utmost important thing. Life has to move on. Your world doesn't only evolve around these few people. You'll meet more people in life. If you really become a changed person, people will know. Those who doesn't, you may choose not to bother. It's hard for them to continue to do many things in life with hatred, unforgiving heart.
Forgive and forget.
I've learnt and forgave myself.