Tuesday, August 12

To know the results of something that you would expect a higher grade, and you failed to achieve it, how would everyone feel about it? I guessed someone is already out there laughing. Okkay. I am fine with that. I am ought to be laughed at for such result. Release of O level Chinese results. And I got a B3 with oral distinction.

Crying is really really contagious. ARGH! I calm myself down and managed not to drop a single tear initially. But, I saw those tears in my classmates' eyes. Uncontrollably my tears went down as well. I think it's rather a pity to score a distinction in oral and got a B3. It's kind of waste time? Well, no matter what, I still have to retake. So what's the point of brooding over it?

Everything still goes on. I text a couple of people after i cooled myself down. Of course, I text people whom I feel I should text and of course, those who took the same paper. Some thought that I shouldn't retake anymore. Some think I should. I guessed many of the pei-chuners got B3 with a distinction at least for LK & SL, and myself.

Back to the Chinese teacher of mine, Mdm Koh. I am utterly disappointed with her reactions. I've got nothing to say. She lost the respect I had for her. I hoped I could change class soon.

I guess I want to get a nap soon. Tired. *Yawn*

至少我知道你在乎,
而那足我的笑容挂上脸。