Time flies.

Time really flies like nobody's business. And I guessed in a blink of an eye, prelims are right in front of me. Less than a month to study finish everything, which is not very possible. I don't even feel stress or there isn't even a slight anxiety about exams in me.

Whenever the weekend arrives, i knew it's another a week gone. My engine still doesn't start functioning in a proper manner. And I knew all that in my mind was crap! I guessed my dreams are too lofty to accomplish. My heart went elsewhere. I could not let go of the past, it's haunting me. My mood went off. I kept blaming myself.

At times, I really wished I had the courage to let go of everything.

Anyway, it's time to gather myself up and start to strive hard for my studies. I do not want to disappoint anyone. Physics, Chemistry, Biology, Amaths, Emaths, SS, History, English and Chinese. I can't seem to finish the work! >.<

I even had the mood to go for movies etc. Watched The Mummy with JH, Leonard, Zj on Friday. No doubt Fridays are for him, but he actually said that he had project to do, so i agreed for the movie with these 7-years friends. After movie, they rushed to my house and enjoyed the tv, mahjong and i guessed my soup? hahas.

But instead of meeting dearest on Friday, I met him on Saturday. Before that, I was studying with Zj and 'tailung'. Hahas. While studying, we saw Steven Lim. Eeeww. Just feel like throwing out all my food that i just eaten. He's so... It just makes my hair stand on end. Disgusted.

After studying session, met dearest at J8 for a dinner. Had din tai fung. Hahas. Then, went home tgt. Accompanied me to my home. Enjoyed the tv in his arms. =) Then he went off home.

Chatted on msn with boyfriend when he got home. Talking about driving licence and fashion business and stuffs. Then I realised that we somehow had the same goals. Speaking of my trip to Japan at the end of the year, I would miss our 2nd anni. How sweet of him to say that its ok. Our 3rd anni would be celebrated in the car & a high-class place. I love you boy! <3

Okkayy... It's almost 4am now. . . . . *Yawns*