The best thing that mummy was overseas, and somehow the word "no government" came out again. However, this time I didn't go out with them anymore. No, no. I am still a naughty girl. I used to go out with Alex and his friends in the past. Now that, we all had our own lives to lead, things were different, no doubt that it was his birthday. =)
Went out in the late night and only sneaked home in the late morning. I guessed everyone in the house thought I was still sleeping in the late afternoon when I came down for food. Well, anyway it doesn't concern them in any way or two. It's the seventh month, and I had no intentions to roam around in the streets.
Had a great sleep since morning. And of course, I gotta go home and continued my lovely sleep in my dreamlands. Just as I woke up not long after, while watching tv, and pondering where to go and watch fireworks with zj. Alex called. He said the usual things. How's study and stuff like that. It's just a call as a friend. If his girlfriend wants to feel paranoid about it, go ahead. I couldn't blame some people. Old aunties tend to be more paranoid than younger teens. Awww.. I didn't mean anything. Opps. Sorry then. I can't affiliate myself with old aunties.
Then I received zj's call. She was saying like that, "Like going to rain leh. Don't go out la." RARR! I just told boyfriend that I was not going with him alrd. And then no choice, I asked if he wanted me to go out with him. If he agreed, then i would follow him. If not, I would find my own activity, such as going out with friends which I had not met for months!
Okkay, went out with boyfriend. He went drinking with his friends. Here I am blogging, and he is enjoying himself at one of the pubs in boat quay. I came back with Lena. And on my way, I was saying to her that I don't really like him going to drink with his friends. Whenever he goes, I would be worried for him. Every time without fail!
I din know what to say.
Except I hope you know it hurts.
I guess I really hold no stand in your heart anymore.
Can you love me with your heart and soul?
