After a long day in school, and with much reluctance, forcing myself off the bed and go to school for lessons, I am dead beat! Nonetheless, work load has been piling ever since. I failed to complete the assignments ytd. And I had to complete it today!
Seems like a compilation of work day by day, of course, the stress is no doubt a definite thing. Stress, but I still don't have the sense of urgency that EXAMS ARE NEXT WEEK! Damn shit! Whatever, anyway I am leaving S'pore for sure. It's a matter of next year or three years later.
Today's assignment :
- Chinese essay
- Health care essay
- Complete the chapter on "Bonding Singapore"
I thought you could accompany me, but you chose to be with someone you aren't close with yet than to come over. Disappointments filled in. It's been more than a week. And you just don't bother. It's amazing that you would help him so willingly, and despite having me to ask for your guidance, you would only push me away. Maybe I just don't matter at all.
Having to feel sick, but he, whom, bothered the most in the past, never bother already.
Back to studying.
Wednesday, August 20
