Saturday, June 21

Saw him at Far East and Tangs today.
I just said goodbye in the morning, and i saw him in the afternoon.
Maybe its fate? Well.
Not only once, twice.

The first time when i was talking on the phone.
Okay, greeted.
I din really know how am i suppose to face him either.
You see, i just said goodbye in the morning.

The second time, when i was with baby at Tangs,
I did know why did you got so pissed off.
I could see it through your face.
Well, anyway, it's up to you.

Perhaps you saw him,
And that was the look that you gave.
So am I supposed to give the same kinda look when i see you with your girl?

I don't know how should i feel.
But, seriously, i dunno how she got to know our conversation.
And simply QUOTE and comment.
Well, she has all rights to do that.

Perhaps i should say this again.
Im only a 16 year old girl.
And if you felt inferior abt me, then so be it.
I feel sad for you then.

You lose confidence in your boyf.
Then don't you dare push any blame to me.
Cuz im not gonna bear this responsibility.

Initially i felt apologetic.
But, after some thoughts i think,
posting this entry isn't being too much, or rather immature.
Let's see who is initiating this first.
Who is the one being immature first.

And one more thing, she dared to post.
But, she made her blog private after some time.
Whoooa... Awwww.. How Impressive.

Im not being mean.
But, seriously, it's kinda sad for you to feel inferior to a sec school girl.

16 year old VS 24 year old.

You wna be sacarstic.
I've shown you.

There's somethings seriously have some limits.
No matter how important you are in my life,
But, I've a certain level of tolerance.
Maybe it's really time that we say goodbye.

Of course, I couldn't bear.
But, sometimes I had no choice.
I dowan to be a spoiler of one's relationship.
What's more. Im happy with my relationship right now.
And if someone dared to step a foot in,
I would be really mad.

So I can't blame your actions 24 year-old lady. =)
But seriously a lady who is much older than me,
I think you should be able to think better than me.

Well. That's all I have to say.
If she's really meant to be yours, then...
I guess our relationship of friends could only.... well i dunno.
But, im sure abt sth.
Though we do not know each other, but i know that we have alrd dislike each other.
But well, who am I to you.
Just a 'sister' of yours, and of cuzz your girl is more impt than anythin else.

I believe alot in this.
If you're meant to be my 'brother', you would always be.
If not, maybe letting go is the best choice.
Let nature take its course bahs.

If God wants us to contact each other again,
Then maybe we will.
Having such agreement, will your girl be at ease alrd?

Im not being cantankerous, but im only airing out my views.