Backie. Hehes.
I wasn't that late reach home.
I have shower and all that.
Today was day out alone!
Went cruising around.
Gave myself some time to quieten down my soul.
Plugg in those earpiece with CO music.
And just roam roam roam.
Before I went roamming ard.
I got my brows trimmed first.
ARGH. This time she din trim nicely.
Prefer the previous one.
Then, went Tangs.
Wanted to check if my choker was ready.
Noppes. Time not right yet.
Cuz, it needs another 2 weeks.
Hell lars!
Den left Orchard.
Everywhere is filled with people.
Went City hall.
To esplanade.
My best place to chill out alone when im not feeling good.
I dunno why im feeling so down.
I feel so stressed la.
Perhaps, My chinese o's coming bahs. >.<
26 MAY leh!
How many more days to chiong only.
Think have to take the second time.
I DON'T WANT!
Went to the roof terrerce. (ok, i dunno hw to spell!)
Stood there, enjoy the breeze.
Memories flashback.
I saw the place where i and him first enjoyed the breeze along esplanade.
That place that he gave me the ring.
Saw Ben sheers bridge.
The car that used to drive through.
That national day that i supposed to watch fireworks with them.
Ended up in Tanjong Rhu and went to Kallang and HOMED.
Cuz i was at the other end of the bridge that i couldn't meet them. >.<
Saw the stretch towards the CBD area.
The first time we walked such a long road after my performance.
The place where me and her walk to SCH to waste our time, in sch u!
Lotsa things just flashed across my mind.
I was like thinking, will all these happen again?
The happiness with everyone,
The sadness that caused me understand what's ALONE at ben sheers bridge.
Well, what's gone will not happen again, but we can only keep them as memories.
Took some picts for you guys to enjoy ltr though. =)
Yeah, lotsa reflections done.
Im gonna treat everyone sincerely, with no hatred, jealousy and all.
Im gonna the world people with unconditional love, non-judgemental love.
Let go of all negative thought forms. =)
After taking some picts on the roof terrerce.
I went to esplanade lib.
Went to a corner, and took my book out to read.
Spend my time till 8 plus.
He came to meet me for dinner,
Had Sarawak Kolo noodles.
Hehe. Den we went to slack around our house.
Then, he sent me home. =)
Loves!
Saturday, May 10
