Sunday, May 18

Argghh! I have been so lazy && tired!!
Always use comp halfway will just fall asleep!
For afew nights alrd lohs. =((
Ytd haven blog jiu ZZzZZzZZzzZ ler.
Wake up around 5plus.
I dunno why, but i sensed that i have to get up.
So yupps, i got up and realised 3 ppl had talked to me in msn.
Okayy never mind.
Went back to sleep after that.

So.. where did i go ytd...
Hahas. I woke up kinda early.
Den went to mummy's room and watch hk series. >.<
As i watched, i fell asleep.
Sleep sleep sleep. That's the best!

Woke up, den went to amk lib to meet mdm koh and zj!
Hahas. Im almost an hour late!
Damn bad! Sorry!!!!
Den after that went mac with zj.
She's craving for BIG MAC! I dunno why!
She wont be sicked of it la! >.<

After tt we went to bought movie tickets.
Watched MadeOfHonour!
Damn funny! hahhaas. So sweet la!
"Would you be my made of honour?"
HAhas. As usual la. zj and me always fight in cinema! hahahas!!!

Den after that, we walked ard.
Bought my shampoo and stuff.
As i need to spend my time away to wait for him!
Being nice, since he's at newtown mac.
So i walked over.
When I was at the door of the mac,
he called. Yeah. Thanks!
He's no longer there, he's alrd at hub!
WTF la! I walked up and down.
And despite that zj had to go back early, she still pei me walk till newtown mac the bus-stop la!
Well. Someone thinks that it's nothin.
Not even a word of apology.
THANKS! Seriously THANKS!
Im sorry, but im really angry la!

Nevermind, walk back to hub and meet him.
As I walked, I don't know why.
Tears just came down. I blasted Dave Koz music all the way till i met him.
Can't he sense anythin?
He even can smile to me!
What to do. I m always the stupid one what!
Anyway! FORGET is always YOUR excuse!
That only shows me that you doesn't have your heart for me.
Well, Keep cool YJ! It's nothing!
Don't be mad over this! You promised yourself to change!

Nevermind. Gotta keep my cool.
Den went pool with him and fk.
Yeah, K-POOL.
After that, cabbed back.

He accompanied me awhile and went home!

Someone said that guys would only put their dignity down if they truly love one.
How should i absorb this statement?
I don't know. Do you love me as much as i love you? =(