Backie from school.
Long day lars.
Tired! luckily tuition was cancelled tonight!
Hahas. Tmr got SS test! >.<
Gotta study real hard liao. hehes.
Mummy send me go school today!
Great! Hehes.
Woke up alrd 645am!
Luckily mummy din go gym!
Sorry, u called twice, and i din hear it >.<
Feel so bad lars!
SORRY SORRY SORRY~~!
Den to school, had 2 periods of english.
Talks abt superstition.
Den 2 periods of chinese, did compo.
Hahas. I managed to finish with 514 words la.
That's an achievement i considered! lalalas.
Always slacking during chinese lesson.
>.<>
After recess, it was Fam's lesson.
Was quite ok. Did log differentiation.
Wasnt' tt diff la. Amaths got prac, that's nth call difficult la.
Den we had health screening!
Hahas. Sudoku! Sudoku! Sudoku!
It has taken away 2 periods of Nathan's lesson.
Sad for her! It's always her la.
Last week also took away her lesson for photo-taking! Hahas.
Den go assembly lohs.
Whole assembly --- Yupps continuation of my Sudoku! >.<
Den had physics remedial with PREM!
Hahas. Wasn't that bad la.
He din scold anyone for anythin.
Den went makan le jiu go co!
Sianz la. No dazu. Kinda waste time though.
Den home-ed!
Okk. That's abt it in school.
He seems like he really had a big change.
And, it really a big one.
Happen in just a few days.
One moment close, but yet another moment...
There was no topic btween us.
Really pondering wad's the problem?
You said that we are gonna contact for life?
I dunno, but it seems like things aren't showing the way they are.
You no longer dote me as much like how you dote in the past.
But, anyway, You dun live for me.
And you dun have to live up to my expectations.
I doubt im of any importance in your life anyway.
We live in the world for ourselves. This is not being selfish. But it's more of survival skills to me. For the benefit of yourself, and not for the benefit for the others. We live up to our own expectations, and not others. You aren't anyone that i have to live up to your expectations. It's just too tiring for me. It ain't easy to please the whole world. Putting 100% trust in one is just too naive. The truth is just too vague. You nvr know one's true colours. But well time will tell us the answer. I live up to my own expectations, not to please anyone in favour. But pleasing only myself.
I m trying to be nice to you, but you dun seem appreciative.
Tuesday, April 8
