RARR! RARR! RARR!
went tuition this morning.
was alittle late den.
after that went cs.
they were practising yao zu wu qu.
Hahas. Den went to take pipa and prac with them.
I missed the times lars.
Hope this year no o's then can join them.
I realised my pipa spoil lars.
next week gng down, grab it and bring it to repair.
>.<
Den went for lunch and back to cs.
Some kinda VIP from London came down with SCO executive director.
Played yao zu with them, den i skipped the yun nan piece.
I dunno how to play lars. >.<
Den after tt jiu went home.
Grab stuffs and went nic hse for swim
Hhahas. im gonna swim every week.
Hees. Keep up stamina and exercise lohs.
I wna be SLIM. >.<
Guys very xian shi one lehs. "Gals must be slim" de mindset is stuck in their mind.
DAMN! hahas.
Den came home, had dinner, den fell asleep liao.
How pig ^@@^ right..
The moment i saw you,
Yes i do felt sth in me.
I tried hard not to think cuz it's time to let go.
I din know wad's running in my mind.
I just forced myself.
Cuz i could really feel it in me.
I dowan things to happen this way.
But im left with no choice.
Right from the start, i was the one who clinging onto you.
I tried to be as normal as i can.
But infact, it still affects me.
YanJun, things will change for the better next year.
FOCUS right now!
Baby, I stil love you!
I hope that my hands would be held by you agn next year.
I wont give up on you, well. at least until the end of next year.
I believe that miracles will happen for us.
Things will go the way I(We) want.
I know that we will be back tgt.
But not this year, and when we're back agn,
Both of us would be a better person.
I have a strong feeling that you are just the one.
But i just have to let go this year, and focus on my studies and music.
If you're mine, you would be no matter what.
Promise me to take good care of yourself.
I have no longer any reason to take care of you.
That's her responsibility alrd.
Whether she takes good care of you, you gotta take good care of yourself.
You're grown up boy.
Im waiting for you to take care of me next year.
You might not believe that im the one for you.
But i believe that we would still be tgt next year.
I dunno why. It's just a strong feeling. <3<3
Life gotta live on.
Things will change for the better.
Miracles will happen if you believe in it.
And yes, i do believe that miracles will happen for the both of us.
You're gonna be a better guy, and my achievements will not go down the drain.
Trust me.. things will change next year.
Focus on wad we wna focus this year. Next year would be a year for us. =)) <3<3
I'll love you forevermore.
I'll miss you always.
Baby, im not gonna give up on you!
But i just gotta let go of you this year.
It's my impt year. =)
Hope you understand.<3<3
Monday, March 17
