I wish to comment on suicidals.
To die meant everything solved?
Well. I seriously dunno how to comment.
Death had ever flash in my mind.
But i m scolding ppl ard me hu wans to die STUPID!
After thoughts, i decided that actually i should just shut up!
cuz i got no any rights to scold ppl.
when i myself have the thinking to just end my life.
Seriously, life is really meaningless to live on at times.
But wad to do.. this is just part of life that we have to endure.
Stay strong ppl! well i m telling myself as well.
things i've done to make life miserable.
RARR. its uncessary lars.
Live life to the fullest.
You nvr know who will be gone for the next moment.
Cherish everyone ard!
Life is just full of ups and downs.
We must be strong. that's the only thing i cann tell myself.
But well. it's easier to say than done.
Sometimes really think it hard..
would death come in and bring burdens away?
wad if i were to die the next moment?
wad would u say to me B***?
Maybe doing stupid things was to catch the little attention of urs.
but well. wad else can i do?
ur feelings for me was unsure.
but i m sure my feelings for you boy.
Love me please boy...
RARR. wad m i toking.
back to suicides!
yupps. suicides.
everyone hopes for a second life.
for me. well i think if i were to die now,
i really wish to hear words from these ppl :
-YOU
-aLex
-zHaoJie
-Mummy!
-etc...
well simply many more. i mention those names cuz they were the most impt in my life.
when i'm really gone, i could see who are true and who are not..
well its kinda childish or rather lame to think such a way.
but think it hard, when sth happens then u will see ppl shed tears and care.
That's human nature.
You would only know how to cherish after they're lost.
yuppies. i hoped for a second life.
take my life away now.
let me take a look at how ppl ard me are truthful and trustworthy.
but life is just meant to unpredictable.
who knows if tml an accident would struck on me?
well i really hopes that will happen though.
sometyms death in my head was just that strong.
that's why i got no any rights to say others.
Or is btr to take in pills and pills and pills and die due to overdosage?
lidat we werent b disfigured also.
lik i've died naturally lidat.
At this very moment.
I really felt that my life is of super shits.
Take me away please~
I couldnt' take it anymore.
You'll nvr know. mayb tml will b the last day.
mayb even today is the last day.
Life is just too unpredictable.
I understood where your heart is going finally.
Life buoy was all i were.
Wednesday, March 12
