lalalas. i pon my remedial lesson agn.
i'm sry, but i didnt mean it.
i woke up late agn. so i decided not to go.
anyway i m LATE!
hahas. i woke up the same time as the day before.
935am!
hahas. well.. dun care lars.
den i used comp for awhile.
waited for him to reach home before i go his hse.
went eating lunch cuz mum came back.
den shower, prep my things jiu go his hse.
hahas. he left his wallet wif me ytd!
den went his hse pei him lohs. and return him his wallet.
kekes. phew~ he almost learnt that i m knitting!
wad a close shave! he suspected sth.
but hopefully he doesnt know anything.
kekes. den i left his hse around 5plus.
went to amk community hospital to c da yee.
abt 645pm i left and went for nypco's prac.
kinda tired lers.
den reached there. prac quite afew.
my mind wasnt working well today.
i keep on getting lost in the scores that i looked at today!
dunno wad's into me. i m SUPER moody!
i dun understand. den mum came to fetch me home after prac.
bought mac as my dinner on da way hm.
my HK trip is kinda confirmed.
now depends on the air-ticketing n stuff.
haiz. kinda reluctant to go.
not bcuz of laoshi, i wouldnt hav wna go.
and i cant bear to go. i will miss him lik mad!
probably this is the reason why i m soooo moody.
i dunno why.
i told myself that i can stop thinking abt it.
but i realised that i m deceiving myself.
i cant stop thinking abt it.
he could stop her by telling her things.
but i dun understand why he didnt.
he even featured her.
i felt lik removing it.
i really dun feel right.
i dun feel good.
this matter worried me lots.
but i didnt dare to breathe a word abt it agn.
i m afraid that things might get out of hand.
when it gets serious, nth can save this relationship anymore.
always this matter runs through my mind,
i just feel lik crying my heart out.
i really love u so!
i just hope she would hav some limits.
and i really hope u would know wad to tell her.
she has gotta stop!
i told myself that after his exams, i will lik to sit down n tok wif him.
i dun wish to hide anythin from him.
but hopes he doesnt get angry with me.
i wish to be frank to him how i m feeling rite now.
It's terrible.
Though words that u hav said, touched my heart.
i could feel ur love but she's gotta get away!
it is not that i dun trust u.
it is just that.. she's too much!
Tears has been flowing nonstop in me.
i hope i picked up the courage to tok to u abt this matter.
i just hoped u CARED!
Thursday, November 8
