lalalas. back frm knitting.
i was LATE lars.
hahas. after lesson went to drink bubble tea.
zj drank her usual, i drank sth different today!
passionfruit red tea.
hahas. quite fun!
den i wanted to walk home.
zj pei me.
she walked n eat at da same tym.
not some fingerbites. but is a LUNCHBOX!
hahas. along da way..
i was complaining lars.
but i could only blame myself fer everythin nw!
den her parents called when we were ard aaron's hse there.
her dad wna sleep lers. den she called her parents to go fetch her.
i told her. u ask ur parents come fetch.
i walk home myself.
not long after. her parents reached lars.
den i walk.
but her dad turn left n ask mi to get on da car.
i m lik errm.. paiseh lars.
and and i wna walk, every week 3 tyms lidat walk.
very fast slim down de lohs! hahas.
i wna SLIM DOWN!!
when can my dream come true?
hahas. lalalas.
den her dad sent mi home lohs.
zZZZzzZZzzZZ..
hahas. bo bian lars.
he meant well also. he said is too dangerous, very late lers.
hahas. Thanks uncle!
I blamed myself for the treatment.
Retribution pays back.
I could blame no one.
I have treated you too harsh in the past.
It's payback time.
I m feeling really down these days.
Insomia nites! this cant continue.
Why am i having such a feeling?
You would nvr know.
Do you know the precious tears that rolled down,
is nvr tears of joyness. is da tears of sadness.
all i wanted is juz alittle more concern from you.
but, instead it was harsh words that entered my ears.
I hope that you could be the one cheering me up when needed.
You meant well. i understand.
But, i could only rely my happiness on you.
It's all in your hands.
You're the only one who can really make my day a brighter one.
cuz you're the one.
the one that i had looking fer.
I did not cherish you at the start.
Nw, u had become stronger, hard-hearted.
It was all my fault that you did not treat me the way that i wanted.
I cant let you go.
Distance will really tear us apart.
The future is too unpredictable.
How sure are you that when you r back ur heart would still be da same?
I m juz too afraid.
Of cuz, go if it could give u a btr future.
dun give up cuz of me.
I m not worth.
No doubt i felt heart broken the way that you were harsh,
But, i doesnt mind. It was all my fault.
No matter wad, i will just be waiting.
No matter how time n distance tear us apart,
I will always waiting for u.
I love you too much.
It is just too deep alrd.
God, you brought me into this.
I pray hard that you would bring me out of this feeling soon.
Fate brought us tgt.
I believe fate will always be there.
Nvr separate us.
Monday, October 29
